Manifest🤍💫

She want to manifest a simple minimal hassle free understanding life.

She want to love herself

She want to worship her own being

She want to feel good in  her own soul

She want to keep herself busy and happy

She want to feel fully loved that feeling of low and sad for no reason need to be vanished

She can manifest everything easily

She can get through all these feelings , which were always there from years , even when things have turned , they are still same .

Her broken pieces have got missed and not fixed in its places yet.

I don't know what went wrong for her , what she should do to keep everything right, to feel right .

why is she so complicated ?

Can't she get out of this loop.

As we grow, do we outgrow of all the butterflies and excitedness and turn a lot of moody and even eating your own food for yourselves turn out to be a task.

Why does she feel like this ?

Can't she be more high, full of energy ,happy like most of them out there.

Why does everything basic feels like a task , Is this how adulting feel like , does she need meds,  does she need a therapist, does she need motivation, does she need someone to look upto , does she need inspiration, does she need someone to understand all the things she feel , right now to feel okay.

Where is her soulmate, who can understand her through the way her eyes look, who can understand her without she explaining the situation and all the why's, who gives her hugs and say's it will all be alright, who gives her cuddles, when she need them the most. when are you gonna show up for her and check on her.

                                                                

      - Eagerly waiting while Playing ''Love of my life'' - Harry styles in the back of her mind.